bad poetry is about as good as it gets. I believe that. and I know you don’t want more of the referential stuff. I know you don’t need to know what I’m talking about. I know that my voice, in french, too high. I know, normally, remarkable timbre. telling my friend about my latest exploits, she says “you’re singing about it!” I want to say “this is how I talk” but I am singing about it. the way I carry on when I’m comfortable with someone or on caffeine or mushrooms and on a few occasions some combination, I know it is charming. I know you don’t think of it has having given up on me since you know I’ll always find my way. I know it’s true but I hate stating it clearly for the reader. it takes a lot, you know, to be like this. still, I thought I was carrying on in the sensual shadow of behavioral mystery. I see now that most of my acquaintances know where I’m headed. I know that I cannot perform desperation or helplessness, not because it’s so far from the truth but because I find it shameful. I know that while you cannot completely eradicate shame from sex you can make it part of the fun. but you have to be careful—the worst scripts have been written.
enter, woman, 30
enter, woman, 30
enter, woman, 30
bad poetry is about as good as it gets. I believe that. and I know you don’t want more of the referential stuff. I know you don’t need to know what I’m talking about. I know that my voice, in french, too high. I know, normally, remarkable timbre. telling my friend about my latest exploits, she says “you’re singing about it!” I want to say “this is how I talk” but I am singing about it. the way I carry on when I’m comfortable with someone or on caffeine or mushrooms and on a few occasions some combination, I know it is charming. I know you don’t think of it has having given up on me since you know I’ll always find my way. I know it’s true but I hate stating it clearly for the reader. it takes a lot, you know, to be like this. still, I thought I was carrying on in the sensual shadow of behavioral mystery. I see now that most of my acquaintances know where I’m headed. I know that I cannot perform desperation or helplessness, not because it’s so far from the truth but because I find it shameful. I know that while you cannot completely eradicate shame from sex you can make it part of the fun. but you have to be careful—the worst scripts have been written.